Where were you?

Murky eyes can't smile at me
As your mouth twists up its lies;
Strain to think but you wont see
how these lies hurt me inside.
I shouldn't care, i paste my grin on;
This selfishness i hide.
Never want to be a burden
So Flaws control my Life.

Sit and watch my fantasies
Before they all burn down.
I talk at you, you try to see
But you'll never understand.
It may be true to say the least,
You're not an honest man;
So when your Faux love finally ceased
Not a tear was found.